I can't sleep. I randomly crossed paths with three people from my past in the last 24 hours. What does this mean? Two men. One in a store, another at a gas station, seems so random. I should have tried harder with either one of them or maybe I should never let them into my life at all. You know I am so hard to get. The Holidays are coming and, " you should have married that young doctor. " That is what I am going to hear. Wouldn't it be great if I could say, I don't have a doctor but I have my script. Wouldn 't it be great if they understood that it's really apples and oranges. I want people to look at me and see that my son did not stop my life. If I was stupid they may not care. It's some idea of potential that bothers them so much. My potential career, my potential family life. You know a personal trainer and a dating service, they are all willing to pay! I bet I get it in my stocking this year! lol. I 'll take it. Can't I have it all? Just little slices of life here and there is good.
Now my guy is awake and I leave you with a mystery of the third person from my past. Have you ever had a day like that?